Friday, March 5, 2010

Overwhelmed II

I am overwhelmed...with LIFE, it seems. Jen just wrote a blog about being the good kind of overwhelmed. I wish that were my case. I'll be the pessimest today.

Aaron and I woke up this morning, and the first thing he said was, "how do you feel?"

my response?

"tired. not good. I don't like life right now."

What is my problem??? I am in a funk this week, and I am ready for it to end. I like being a teacher. I love it, actually, but this week, I do not like it... at the same time. does that make sense??

I have woken up this week dreading the day. Not looking forward to it. Not excited about it. I have gone to bed at night in somewhat of a bad mood simply because i have known that in a number of hours i was just going to have to wake up and do it all over again.

what is my problem??

It is the weekend. I should feel better, right? well, i don't. why don't i feel better? no clue.

Praying for clarity and for peace and satisfaction. It will only be in Him. I get that.

But, do I really get it?? Maybe not.

still praying.

3 comments:

jeff/jen holm said...

i felt like that every work day for the past 9 months. the Lord has ways of providing strength even when you don't want it to make it through the day. i love you. :)

The Irwins said...

Hey, that sounds familiar to me too! I'm praying for REST for you. Look forward to next weekend! We shall have some wonderful "gospel community" rest in Austin ;)

Alyson said...

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR RSVP'ing! I just got the comment and sighed out of happiness.